That One Story I Write

Hello world I want to tell a story.  Well I mean a new one, but sometimes I feel like I’m just telling the same story over and over again.  I don’t know why this is, I can’t see the resemblance between most of my characters.  I know the same themes are always present.  Regret remorse loss and remaining positive when the whole world is against you.  I like to have Protagonist, who are doing their best to remain unaffected by tragedy strength in the face of adversity.  I wish to have more of that in my own life.   I know my stories are all different, but at their core they’re about the kind of person I want to be.  Not some thief trying to solve murders or a werewolf trying resurrect the dead, just someone who had life turn on them and fought back.    Not the story of someone who made lemonade from the lemons, but the story of someone who found a way to start trading lemons for oranges and oranges for bananas and bananas for pineapples all the way up until the have a brand new house. That’s the story I tell, that’s the kind of man I want to be.

So then I wrote this because I haven’t actually typed up a blog post on my laptop before, so I thought  it would be fun to post something. I don’t know give it a like or something, why not?





I am broken

I do my best to not be serious on this part of the net.   But I would like to complain about a thing, if you want something fun click here.   

I have spent most of my life trying to sharpen my mind to constantly learn and improve my critical thinking skills.   I want my mind to be brilliant, I use it to solve my problems and create whole worlds!!  In life people invest their time and effort into improving certain aspects about themselves, some choose athletic skills some choose social skills, I selected my mental prowess.  This was a mistake.  My brain isn’t stable.  Sometimes it feels foggy, like there’s some kind of static buildup.  I hate it so very much.  If u had just put my efforts into something else I wouldn’t have to worry about the fact that I can’t think straight some days.   I don’t know what’s wrong with me or how to fix it but I can’t win in this condition.  You can’t take days off from life.   When I get that feeling like there’s a storm in my head I just want to slam my skull through a wall anything to silence the terrible noise.   I don’t know what to do…